Where to ...? Im alone...

Imagine you've got the fastest and the most modern hi-tech motor GP to ride as fast as you can in the world...
Where you gonna go? to where? Where you wanna find peace? alone or with someone else? can you leave your hometown forever where you rise and spent your childhood, watching sunset and sunrise in every mood you've got in the past... streets where you bought things and been happy with your classmates....place you experienced your first kiss, met your first love and so on...
The land of your dreams belongs to your future which is now... places you spent your "sad time" there to just spend and forget...
Can you leave? If yes... Where to?
I know we all are hopeless sometimes... But actually we love here...
Im deadly alone...

One day Ill leave to "Unknown" which might be Canada with someone special who understand me... Try not to hide me... Try to be beside me...

Decisions...

You can always find problems with any decision,but you can't let that stop you...Sometimes our best decisions are the ones that don't make any sense at all...You know... sometimes you gotta let it go...Let that happen...

Next level...

FYSP is still running and the next level will be run in the next few weeks in 3X speed. Its a bit little hard but not impossible...
Im trying to stand still on control chair and set it on the right position. Targeting the point of future in foggy air is not as easy as I thought...
The problem is that my copilot wouldnt cooperating and she's not supporting me on way I really need it.
anyway... Im used to control all my systems alone and get result in my loneliness...
I know I can do it... Im sure I can do it...
I will definitely rock it...

At last take off ...alone...

After many days trying to get my copilot's cooperation, I couldn't make it and someone else destroyed what I was trying to build...
Yep... I just broke up with M.Azimi yesterday and she's not coming on this long journey...
We've got plenty of tough days and finally 2 nights ago we decided to marry. but only less than 9 hours took time to call it off by her.
and now... Im alone again...
Im not gonna wait for another copilot and taking off by myself...
Im gonna experience turbulence by myself... tornadoes too...and also watching attraction from air...

Sometimes we try but nothing happens because Its not suppose to happen!
Yeah... This is life...
But Im not hopeless! Im completely hopeful to continue my journey to the end... With or without someone else...
Lets rock it.. Lets hit CANADA...

PN: The first session of technical class has past and 3 more left.
It was company suggestion to learn about heaters and heating systems technology as an Electrician!

PN2: Im turning my engines on... Can you hear the roar of em? ( Check list : Done )

When there is an insurance...

It was my last break up... and will be my last break up for ever...
I tried and wanted to try...

I realized it wasnt supposed to happen... wanted to fight with it..But this is destiny and nobody can be stand in front of it...
Im gotta go by myself...
I remember my fathers advice which told me: Do not look at someone's eyes... Thats the way you loos your way
and now... I understand what he was trying to open his son's mind...
Thats the way I lost my way... the way I forgot my creature...

That was experience... Added to the past...
and now...Im still heading toward the future...

All of my engines are working perfectly and want to fly and fly and fly...
Today I really love God...helped me out with recent and biggest crisis as always..
I just touched his hands in my destiny...
I know he is laughing.... and Im laughing to...
God... I love you more than everything...

A question...

Do I have to be heading toward the future or ... Just escaping and enjoy rest of my life?
I doubt it...

Thats true... I have to ... Its a big force not to enjoy it yourself...
There is only one solution we can make it better... Find your future soul as perfect as its possible match.
80 ~ 85 % is the best.
Loyalty - Same Value - Same Interest - Same Beliefs -  Honestly and Same Behave....
One forget.... All forget... Trust me... Coz Im talking from experience , not just publishing ideas...
And to be alone forever is better than be in the middle of trouble with some one who's not compatible ...

Signs...

Look, we've all been searching for signs ,right? Mm. But eventually, over time, we all become our own signs.You know, these... these completely different people who just happen to look like us. you can ask the universe for signs all you want... It's uncanny. Right? But ultimately, we only see what we want to see when we're ready to see it.

Just let it go for a while to get what exactly you want from the life, Consider life is short... We are not suppose to be here permanently... Sometimes huge mistakes we thought we have made was the right thing to do in the past, need to realized that, Again... Life is short ...

Best Friday, Ever

Today was the last summer Friday which was great!... Yesterday was raining and morning after that sky was unbelievably blue and shiny... I woke up early and went to the front yard, Breathing a lot of fresh air. Dad woke up and said "Go to the store and buy cheese for breakfast". What a nice job to going out! ... I got there cycling and It was the best thing I should do... Then I spend some time riding bicycle and enjoyed the whole world. Blue sky, cool weather which reminded me how I missed north of Iran. I wish I was there with my buddy ( Bicycle ).
U know, somehow I felled Im happy... Yeah, This is happiness... A nice father which is always worry about you, a mom which asks you what would you like for lunch? a bicycle which is nice to ride and makes you happy, a blogger which provide an opportunity to publish whatever you want, a extraordinary mp3 player you can listen to your favorite songs 24/7 wherever, even a burger with fries, a university which you enjoy classes and talk to your classmate as well, English books which remind you how was nice those classes talking about "What are you doing when you get thirty" and so on...
See? There is no need to have a Mercedes Benz or be owner of a very big house to feel you're happy, Just hit that with tiny things and... You're friends, Parent, Siblings and every people around you...
I just want to live... no less no more...

Life road...

Imagine the Life road...You can't just jump to the end, the journey is the best part and you'll understand when you're a little bit older, trust me! Lets dont waste "Now" because of unknown "future"...! Just enjoy and rock your "Now"... Maybe there will not be such "future"...!

Start from.... now!

Burger and fries...

I cant help not eating burger and fries when Im going to be starving! I remember eat that heaven 4 times a week for a year and half! OMG! Thats fucking delicious with hot sauce and fries... First bite you forget many things made you mad... Awesome... I used to eat it with my friends on greens and such a nice days I had... Im gonna be that guy again! There is nothing comparable with hot burger even hot dog! Huummm! Think of makes me hungry...

My best burger-eaten-experience was at an specific night in winter, I went out my friend to Mashhad ( dont remember )  exhibition and it was so dream!

Gotta get it tomorrow!

Free hugs...

Im very interested in other cultures and their traditions like Free Hugs, Thanksgiving, Christmas, Halloween and so on. All of em are nice to me because they are trying to be happy, no matter what you have got, no matter who are you, no matter whats your life level or how much is your living... Just respecting each other and gathering... This is awesome... Imagine you are upset or mad at someone.. you really need a warm hug of everyone...
These kind of celebrities are so motivator and makes you feel safe... I really like it...
People can help out with a simple smile or free hug.. even by listening to you... See... This is happiness in my opinion... This is now... not the future not the past... just be nice to everyone...

Bad habits...

Have you noticed some people you know em have some especial bad habits? Like space out when you are talking with someone else or interrupt in no time , or call you for unreasonable reason in the middle of the night? How we should react? Say it? Ignore it?
You see, when someone's bad habits are pointed out to you, it's hard to ignore them, But if you love them enough those bad habits are easy to forget.

Eventually ...

Sometime I think about "Eventually" word. Eventually I get marry, eventually I get my favorite job, eventually I finish my education, eventually I get opportunities, eventually my dreams and wishes become true,eventually I immigration to somewhere, eventually I have kids, eventually I get old  and eventually I die...
But there is a big question mark in mind, Who am I? What Im doing here? What Im suppose to do? What is the purpose of life? and blah blah blah...
I think if you're really honest with yourself about what you want out of life, life gives it to you. But consider of it, Is it worth it to spend unrecoverable time of your life?

Destiny...

Never underestimate the power of destiny.
Because when you least expect it, the littlest thing can cause a ripple effect that changes your life.

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Delete my memories...

There are some memories I really want to delete em all, Nothing good.I wish there was a way to do that but unfortunately every moment you see, hear, experience saves on your brain and no way to delete it completely  even after number of decades...
You cannot escape from them because you more escape, they more pursuit .. goes on to ruin your dreams...
Dreams dreams dreams...Never can get even one of them because "we want them"! and so "Life dosnt want them". We cannot fight with what we're not suppose to do.
We're not suppose to delete our memories...
The only way to not to have pain about it is dont let it happen ...
I know It seems impossible but we gotta do that, because its the only way to be happy in our lives...

Death meter...

Have you ever considered when you have to say goodbye to your family to discover the other world? I know, Its unpredictable . Obviously nobody can guess even around 5 minutes...I just visited a link which calculate your death time called death meter.It works base on some scientific issues. Something like alcoholic drinks or air pollution which decrease your living time...
According to the death meter I can live till 14th April 2065 which is so so ... But we all know this is not real..
What do think if someone special tells you're gonna die on ... in ...
Its time to not judge ... Not be rude or cruel, Not to tell lies...and whatever you think its good enough to be a nice person...

Mistake...

know it's a mistake.But there are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to really know it's a mistake is to make the mistake,and look back, and say, "Yep. That was a mistake."
So, really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake,because then you go your whole life not really knowing if something is a mistake or not.
And, damn it, I've made no mistakes! I've done all of this-- my life, my relationship, my career mistake free!