Freedom...

Have you ever been in your "own-made jail" ?
I have! but right now...Im free! YEAH!!! Im still alive and breath secure!
Still Mirage! Still rock on!
Lets hit that good damn future in USA!

FYSP modify

Mirage has sent a new plan to modify FYSP according to Administration policies in order to get speed and increase main plan security in the next 4 years. Mirage Jets are working under 20% of full power which means there are 80% shut down!

F1 visa USA is considered in this new modification as well. Canada, Australia and New Zealand are still main priorities.


Mirage has several conferences these weeks to determine and calculate the plan risk and so on.
One of Mirage Agent has said that they are trying to test a new generation of 747 and two modified F22 and B52.

Empty

I feel empty right now... Dont know how to explain and seems impossible...Just confused and empty.
Im about to eject... This is huge airplane is out of control and flying to "unknown" lands...

 

 

Where to ...? Im alone...

Imagine you've got the fastest and the most modern hi-tech motor GP to ride as fast as you can in the world...
Where you gonna go? to where? Where you wanna find peace? alone or with someone else? can you leave your hometown forever where you rise and spent your childhood, watching sunset and sunrise in every mood you've got in the past... streets where you bought things and been happy with your classmates....place you experienced your first kiss, met your first love and so on...
The land of your dreams belongs to your future which is now... places you spent your "sad time" there to just spend and forget...
Can you leave? If yes... Where to?
I know we all are hopeless sometimes... But actually we love here...
Im deadly alone...

One day Ill leave to "Unknown" which might be Canada with someone special who understand me... Try not to hide me... Try to be beside me...

Decisions...

You can always find problems with any decision,but you can't let that stop you...Sometimes our best decisions are the ones that don't make any sense at all...You know... sometimes you gotta let it go...Let that happen...

Next level...

FYSP is still running and the next level will be run in the next few weeks in 3X speed. Its a bit little hard but not impossible...
Im trying to stand still on control chair and set it on the right position. Targeting the point of future in foggy air is not as easy as I thought...
The problem is that my copilot wouldnt cooperating and she's not supporting me on way I really need it.
anyway... Im used to control all my systems alone and get result in my loneliness...
I know I can do it... Im sure I can do it...
I will definitely rock it...

New Plan

Mirage has sent a new plan to Security Council to add 50K$ to the main budget to buy Mazda 3 car and rent an apartment at Vakil Abad St, in the next few years which is too hard because of lack of appropriate foundation of this issue.

English teacher

Im gonna be an English teacher as second job in the next 5 months due to resolve financial crisis and pay the cost of 4 wars according to the FYSP.
FYSP customization cost a lot and I cannot think about it... even considering how to changing it.
Itll be a lot of fun isnt it?
So lets go get it...

Lets rock that bitch...

4 wars

Im directing 4 straight and tough wars these days during financial crisis and FYSP technical problems.
These serious issues involve Mirage in inappropriate way cost a lot on system which decrease velocity of plans operations.
All the commandos and leaders of Mirage and Security Council having a series of secret meeting due to resolve these problems in the next few days.

All the medias say the final result might be a F22 fighter instead of 747 or B52 with a single military pilot which is the best way to "Bomb and scape" policy.


Leading in 4 wars in a "one-way" way is deadly hard especially your united states wouldnt obey your directs.

747 is gone...

The biggest air plane of Mirage left the air port this afternoon after several technical tests immediately and permanently with someone else as pilot and copilot.
Although that was fly of dreams... Its not the end of story...

747 is gone...forever...

Flight confirmation

Today I decided to take off in the next few days without copilot and heading toward to AU or CA on schedule.
This decision is made by main consul of Mirage. My 747 is getting taxi to get the beginning of airport band to take off and fly away. All 4 engines are ready to roar and move this huge flier.
I dont know why...but its a great experience and approaching to the land of my dreams...

Im gonna rock it... gonna hit it forever...

Ultimatum

I sent her an ultimatum which means she can get back again if she dont make any relationship with anyone...
M.Azimi has to decide till 17th March of 2011 and then Its over permanently.

Its only one-way opportunity for her to get over from her crisis and unsuitable situation as well.
I text-ed her Im a pilot and turned on the engines .. waiting for my copilot which is her...
If she gets back again, I accept her kindly and friendly and we'll have a flight and life journey,  otherwise I fly with or without someone else.

She wants to go...What can I do? I said lets talk to your mom! Rejected!
I requested to wait and not to decide so fast, Refused!

I think we have an official break up on Thursday night.

She has change in all of sudden!
Thats it

and ... I really dont know her at all...
yeah! Thats it...

One day...

 One day it happens...

When there is an insurance...

It was my last break up... and will be my last break up for ever...
I tried and wanted to try...

I realized it wasnt supposed to happen... wanted to fight with it..But this is destiny and nobody can be stand in front of it...
Im gotta go by myself...
I remember my fathers advice which told me: Do not look at someone's eyes... Thats the way you loos your way
and now... I understand what he was trying to open his son's mind...
Thats the way I lost my way... the way I forgot my creature...

That was experience... Added to the past...
and now...Im still heading toward the future...

All of my engines are working perfectly and want to fly and fly and fly...
Today I really love God...helped me out with recent and biggest crisis as always..
I just touched his hands in my destiny...
I know he is laughing.... and Im laughing to...
God... I love you more than everything...

One day wandering...

 

Confused

I just got confused ... Lost my way...

Rocking...

Im just getting start to rock it.. The future...
Yep! Again... like a year ago...
Just start engines and accelerate ...

A question...

Do I have to be heading toward the future or ... Just escaping and enjoy rest of my life?
I doubt it...

Thats true... I have to ... Its a big force not to enjoy it yourself...
There is only one solution we can make it better... Find your future soul as perfect as its possible match.
80 ~ 85 % is the best.
Loyalty - Same Value - Same Interest - Same Beliefs -  Honestly and Same Behave....
One forget.... All forget... Trust me... Coz Im talking from experience , not just publishing ideas...
And to be alone forever is better than be in the middle of trouble with some one who's not compatible ...

When Its getting cold

Its getting cold... Very very nice to me....

Eventually ... Fly...

Im getting out this chaos mental city which spent three years in hardship and difficulties. You have no idea how hard it is to post a blog on this difficult situation... Im getting done on making decisions... My airplane is taking off and getting out of this airport and I have to fly away.
Thanks God and thanks my family for their 24-7 support and everyone who'd helped me on their ways... Next stop to get connection flight will be 2 years later on 23 Sep 2012.
Hard to believe, isnt it? I know.

PS: Refueling will be on air.