Eventually ...

Sometime I think about "Eventually" word. Eventually I get marry, eventually I get my favorite job, eventually I finish my education, eventually I get opportunities, eventually my dreams and wishes become true,eventually I immigration to somewhere, eventually I have kids, eventually I get old  and eventually I die...
But there is a big question mark in mind, Who am I? What Im doing here? What Im suppose to do? What is the purpose of life? and blah blah blah...
I think if you're really honest with yourself about what you want out of life, life gives it to you. But consider of it, Is it worth it to spend unrecoverable time of your life?