Delete my memories...

There are some memories I really want to delete em all, Nothing good.I wish there was a way to do that but unfortunately every moment you see, hear, experience saves on your brain and no way to delete it completely  even after number of decades...
You cannot escape from them because you more escape, they more pursuit .. goes on to ruin your dreams...
Dreams dreams dreams...Never can get even one of them because "we want them"! and so "Life dosnt want them". We cannot fight with what we're not suppose to do.
We're not suppose to delete our memories...
The only way to not to have pain about it is dont let it happen ...
I know It seems impossible but we gotta do that, because its the only way to be happy in our lives...