Ultimatum

I sent her an ultimatum which means she can get back again if she dont make any relationship with anyone...
M.Azimi has to decide till 17th March of 2011 and then Its over permanently.

Its only one-way opportunity for her to get over from her crisis and unsuitable situation as well.
I text-ed her Im a pilot and turned on the engines .. waiting for my copilot which is her...
If she gets back again, I accept her kindly and friendly and we'll have a flight and life journey,  otherwise I fly with or without someone else.

She wants to go...What can I do? I said lets talk to your mom! Rejected!
I requested to wait and not to decide so fast, Refused!

I think we have an official break up on Thursday night.

She has change in all of sudden!
Thats it

and ... I really dont know her at all...
yeah! Thats it...

At last take off ...alone...

After many days trying to get my copilot's cooperation, I couldn't make it and someone else destroyed what I was trying to build...
Yep... I just broke up with M.Azimi yesterday and she's not coming on this long journey...
We've got plenty of tough days and finally 2 nights ago we decided to marry. but only less than 9 hours took time to call it off by her.
and now... Im alone again...
Im not gonna wait for another copilot and taking off by myself...
Im gonna experience turbulence by myself... tornadoes too...and also watching attraction from air...

Sometimes we try but nothing happens because Its not suppose to happen!
Yeah... This is life...
But Im not hopeless! Im completely hopeful to continue my journey to the end... With or without someone else...
Lets rock it.. Lets hit CANADA...

PN: The first session of technical class has past and 3 more left.
It was company suggestion to learn about heaters and heating systems technology as an Electrician!

PN2: Im turning my engines on... Can you hear the roar of em? ( Check list : Done )

When there is an insurance...

It was my last break up... and will be my last break up for ever...
I tried and wanted to try...

I realized it wasnt supposed to happen... wanted to fight with it..But this is destiny and nobody can be stand in front of it...
Im gotta go by myself...
I remember my fathers advice which told me: Do not look at someone's eyes... Thats the way you loos your way
and now... I understand what he was trying to open his son's mind...
Thats the way I lost my way... the way I forgot my creature...

That was experience... Added to the past...
and now...Im still heading toward the future...

All of my engines are working perfectly and want to fly and fly and fly...
Today I really love God...helped me out with recent and biggest crisis as always..
I just touched his hands in my destiny...
I know he is laughing.... and Im laughing to...
God... I love you more than everything...

One day wandering...

 

Doing well on career

First of all, Im just138 pounds now! I was 295 pounds 6 months ago... Losing weight is a great experience I should have had it already. and Im just gonna lose some more weight as well,
Ok, Today was awesome, New coworkers and new duty as Industrial Control Electrician in Engineering field, It was on. Examining new full automated product line made by Italy and so on is really what I wanted already. I have to  improve my PLC-programming-ability to programming a new device, Anyway it was great.
I hope I can cop em all. Want to study harder and harder to hit that dream of mine. Eventually.
Thanks God :)

Summer 2010 last day...

I just woke up and got to the Ali's School ( First year ), Then got Park-e Mellat and doing some mathematics, My phone ranged and got a special NEWS about my career. Then wandering in that green memories belongs to 8 years ago till now, took some photos and got back.
Thats it! Today was the last day of summer and was totally nice...

Best Friday, Ever

Today was the last summer Friday which was great!... Yesterday was raining and morning after that sky was unbelievably blue and shiny... I woke up early and went to the front yard, Breathing a lot of fresh air. Dad woke up and said "Go to the store and buy cheese for breakfast". What a nice job to going out! ... I got there cycling and It was the best thing I should do... Then I spend some time riding bicycle and enjoyed the whole world. Blue sky, cool weather which reminded me how I missed north of Iran. I wish I was there with my buddy ( Bicycle ).
U know, somehow I felled Im happy... Yeah, This is happiness... A nice father which is always worry about you, a mom which asks you what would you like for lunch? a bicycle which is nice to ride and makes you happy, a blogger which provide an opportunity to publish whatever you want, a extraordinary mp3 player you can listen to your favorite songs 24/7 wherever, even a burger with fries, a university which you enjoy classes and talk to your classmate as well, English books which remind you how was nice those classes talking about "What are you doing when you get thirty" and so on...
See? There is no need to have a Mercedes Benz or be owner of a very big house to feel you're happy, Just hit that with tiny things and... You're friends, Parent, Siblings and every people around you...
I just want to live... no less no more...

Burger and fries...

I cant help not eating burger and fries when Im going to be starving! I remember eat that heaven 4 times a week for a year and half! OMG! Thats fucking delicious with hot sauce and fries... First bite you forget many things made you mad... Awesome... I used to eat it with my friends on greens and such a nice days I had... Im gonna be that guy again! There is nothing comparable with hot burger even hot dog! Huummm! Think of makes me hungry...

My best burger-eaten-experience was at an specific night in winter, I went out my friend to Mashhad ( dont remember )  exhibition and it was so dream!

Gotta get it tomorrow!

How nice was it...

When dreams come true...

Today I just had a dream, I was somewhere special watching Alyson Hannigan and Cobie Smulders conflict about something, Then rained and flooded everywhere ... I was watching em from sky... They were swimming to somewhere safer...
Suddenly I found myself swimming in a bright water ... I was swimming back crawl opposite, It was really sweet, ( Ive been afraid of swimming in dark water, Coz I used to have such dreams and danger of sharks... ) So I knew Its safe and after some seconds I get the seaside as easy as you imagine! Thats it! ... I got on a green island with a lot of trees and lakes, So beautiful, I have not imagine such pretty place already in my imagination, Something like heaven, a few people were there and they are in shock same as me, just wandering and looking...
I also took some very nice photos,... I was laid on the ground and watch the nature of the island and enjoying ...
They were cobweb to, The nice ones, like a web from sky to the ground which hold the water drops...

Career future...

Tonight me and Dad plus Ali went to help out with Saied's moving to his new place, It was a bit little hard though, Good for him we've been there, coz his place is on third floor, hard to move things...
BTW, It ended up by 10:35PM.
After that when I was getting online, Mom ranged and told me they ( sisters ) are getting Mashhad ASAP, So I had to go to pick em up. I did.

I was talking to dad while we've been getting home about what I want to do after getting that motivated job as a Professional Control Electrician called PCE,  To Establish my own company with Mohsen or on my own.
Dad asked, what thats about? "Dealing with computers and House-Security system plus Industrial Automation" I replied.

You know what? Im deadly seriously gonna rock it all, and I will definitely do it!

Awesome day

Its now.. I came from the plant over 65km out of town. That was awesome day because I just diagnosed then repaired and full automatic industrial robot which has been disable for a week!
I just got some pics, will upload em later.


Thanks God...:)

First day of career

Today I gotta go work at 2 PM, Its a very nice job for me, I like it at all, great place great opportunities to improve my "Automation Information", . I also just got 2 other offers from chemical industrial of my hometown which is really nice in team work around PLC's and controlling plus PM.
The last one is teaching in an English institute I decided to talk to em to set an appointment "how to work" because of my main career limitation working hours.

The salary is "Fine", I mean the whole "Living" is satisfying right now, So Ill probably take it. :)

It was very long time to get this opp after 4 resignation because of technical issues. Here I am .. Still hopeful and full of energy heading toward future...My main position called "Main Control Electrician"...Im gonna rock it...

+ I can study and work together! yeah! because of many things! This is exactly how Im gonna do that...