Where to ...? Im alone...

Imagine you've got the fastest and the most modern hi-tech motor GP to ride as fast as you can in the world...
Where you gonna go? to where? Where you wanna find peace? alone or with someone else? can you leave your hometown forever where you rise and spent your childhood, watching sunset and sunrise in every mood you've got in the past... streets where you bought things and been happy with your classmates....place you experienced your first kiss, met your first love and so on...
The land of your dreams belongs to your future which is now... places you spent your "sad time" there to just spend and forget...
Can you leave? If yes... Where to?
I know we all are hopeless sometimes... But actually we love here...
Im deadly alone...

One day Ill leave to "Unknown" which might be Canada with someone special who understand me... Try not to hide me... Try to be beside me...

A nice evening in Mashhad

Today I went to Park Mellat in Mashhad and was so nice...
Here we are... Picture taken with my PDA SAMSUNG GT-I8000

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Decisions...

You can always find problems with any decision,but you can't let that stop you...Sometimes our best decisions are the ones that don't make any sense at all...You know... sometimes you gotta let it go...Let that happen...

Next level...

FYSP is still running and the next level will be run in the next few weeks in 3X speed. Its a bit little hard but not impossible...
Im trying to stand still on control chair and set it on the right position. Targeting the point of future in foggy air is not as easy as I thought...
The problem is that my copilot wouldnt cooperating and she's not supporting me on way I really need it.
anyway... Im used to control all my systems alone and get result in my loneliness...
I know I can do it... Im sure I can do it...
I will definitely rock it...

New Plan

Mirage has sent a new plan to Security Council to add 50K$ to the main budget to buy Mazda 3 car and rent an apartment at Vakil Abad St, in the next few years which is too hard because of lack of appropriate foundation of this issue.

English teacher

Im gonna be an English teacher as second job in the next 5 months due to resolve financial crisis and pay the cost of 4 wars according to the FYSP.
FYSP customization cost a lot and I cannot think about it... even considering how to changing it.
Itll be a lot of fun isnt it?
So lets go get it...

Lets rock that bitch...

4 wars

Im directing 4 straight and tough wars these days during financial crisis and FYSP technical problems.
These serious issues involve Mirage in inappropriate way cost a lot on system which decrease velocity of plans operations.
All the commandos and leaders of Mirage and Security Council having a series of secret meeting due to resolve these problems in the next few days.

All the medias say the final result might be a F22 fighter instead of 747 or B52 with a single military pilot which is the best way to "Bomb and scape" policy.


Leading in 4 wars in a "one-way" way is deadly hard especially your united states wouldnt obey your directs.

747 is gone...

The biggest air plane of Mirage left the air port this afternoon after several technical tests immediately and permanently with someone else as pilot and copilot.
Although that was fly of dreams... Its not the end of story...

747 is gone...forever...

Flight confirmation

Today I decided to take off in the next few days without copilot and heading toward to AU or CA on schedule.
This decision is made by main consul of Mirage. My 747 is getting taxi to get the beginning of airport band to take off and fly away. All 4 engines are ready to roar and move this huge flier.
I dont know why...but its a great experience and approaching to the land of my dreams...

Im gonna rock it... gonna hit it forever...

Ultimatum

I sent her an ultimatum which means she can get back again if she dont make any relationship with anyone...
M.Azimi has to decide till 17th March of 2011 and then Its over permanently.

Its only one-way opportunity for her to get over from her crisis and unsuitable situation as well.
I text-ed her Im a pilot and turned on the engines .. waiting for my copilot which is her...
If she gets back again, I accept her kindly and friendly and we'll have a flight and life journey,  otherwise I fly with or without someone else.

She wants to go...What can I do? I said lets talk to your mom! Rejected!
I requested to wait and not to decide so fast, Refused!

I think we have an official break up on Thursday night.

She has change in all of sudden!
Thats it

and ... I really dont know her at all...
yeah! Thats it...

One day...

 One day it happens...

At last take off ...alone...

After many days trying to get my copilot's cooperation, I couldn't make it and someone else destroyed what I was trying to build...
Yep... I just broke up with M.Azimi yesterday and she's not coming on this long journey...
We've got plenty of tough days and finally 2 nights ago we decided to marry. but only less than 9 hours took time to call it off by her.
and now... Im alone again...
Im not gonna wait for another copilot and taking off by myself...
Im gonna experience turbulence by myself... tornadoes too...and also watching attraction from air...

Sometimes we try but nothing happens because Its not suppose to happen!
Yeah... This is life...
But Im not hopeless! Im completely hopeful to continue my journey to the end... With or without someone else...
Lets rock it.. Lets hit CANADA...

PN: The first session of technical class has past and 3 more left.
It was company suggestion to learn about heaters and heating systems technology as an Electrician!

PN2: Im turning my engines on... Can you hear the roar of em? ( Check list : Done )

When there is an insurance...

It was my last break up... and will be my last break up for ever...
I tried and wanted to try...

I realized it wasnt supposed to happen... wanted to fight with it..But this is destiny and nobody can be stand in front of it...
Im gotta go by myself...
I remember my fathers advice which told me: Do not look at someone's eyes... Thats the way you loos your way
and now... I understand what he was trying to open his son's mind...
Thats the way I lost my way... the way I forgot my creature...

That was experience... Added to the past...
and now...Im still heading toward the future...

All of my engines are working perfectly and want to fly and fly and fly...
Today I really love God...helped me out with recent and biggest crisis as always..
I just touched his hands in my destiny...
I know he is laughing.... and Im laughing to...
God... I love you more than everything...