Flight confirmation

Today I decided to take off in the next few days without copilot and heading toward to AU or CA on schedule.
This decision is made by main consul of Mirage. My 747 is getting taxi to get the beginning of airport band to take off and fly away. All 4 engines are ready to roar and move this huge flier.
I dont know why...but its a great experience and approaching to the land of my dreams...

Im gonna rock it... gonna hit it forever...

Ultimatum

I sent her an ultimatum which means she can get back again if she dont make any relationship with anyone...
M.Azimi has to decide till 17th March of 2011 and then Its over permanently.

Its only one-way opportunity for her to get over from her crisis and unsuitable situation as well.
I text-ed her Im a pilot and turned on the engines .. waiting for my copilot which is her...
If she gets back again, I accept her kindly and friendly and we'll have a flight and life journey,  otherwise I fly with or without someone else.

She wants to go...What can I do? I said lets talk to your mom! Rejected!
I requested to wait and not to decide so fast, Refused!

I think we have an official break up on Thursday night.

She has change in all of sudden!
Thats it

and ... I really dont know her at all...
yeah! Thats it...

One day...

 One day it happens...

At last take off ...alone...

After many days trying to get my copilot's cooperation, I couldn't make it and someone else destroyed what I was trying to build...
Yep... I just broke up with M.Azimi yesterday and she's not coming on this long journey...
We've got plenty of tough days and finally 2 nights ago we decided to marry. but only less than 9 hours took time to call it off by her.
and now... Im alone again...
Im not gonna wait for another copilot and taking off by myself...
Im gonna experience turbulence by myself... tornadoes too...and also watching attraction from air...

Sometimes we try but nothing happens because Its not suppose to happen!
Yeah... This is life...
But Im not hopeless! Im completely hopeful to continue my journey to the end... With or without someone else...
Lets rock it.. Lets hit CANADA...

PN: The first session of technical class has past and 3 more left.
It was company suggestion to learn about heaters and heating systems technology as an Electrician!

PN2: Im turning my engines on... Can you hear the roar of em? ( Check list : Done )

When there is an insurance...

It was my last break up... and will be my last break up for ever...
I tried and wanted to try...

I realized it wasnt supposed to happen... wanted to fight with it..But this is destiny and nobody can be stand in front of it...
Im gotta go by myself...
I remember my fathers advice which told me: Do not look at someone's eyes... Thats the way you loos your way
and now... I understand what he was trying to open his son's mind...
Thats the way I lost my way... the way I forgot my creature...

That was experience... Added to the past...
and now...Im still heading toward the future...

All of my engines are working perfectly and want to fly and fly and fly...
Today I really love God...helped me out with recent and biggest crisis as always..
I just touched his hands in my destiny...
I know he is laughing.... and Im laughing to...
God... I love you more than everything...

One day wandering...

 

Confused

I just got confused ... Lost my way...