When there is an insurance...

It was my last break up... and will be my last break up for ever...
I tried and wanted to try...

I realized it wasnt supposed to happen... wanted to fight with it..But this is destiny and nobody can be stand in front of it...
Im gotta go by myself...
I remember my fathers advice which told me: Do not look at someone's eyes... Thats the way you loos your way
and now... I understand what he was trying to open his son's mind...
Thats the way I lost my way... the way I forgot my creature...

That was experience... Added to the past...
and now...Im still heading toward the future...

All of my engines are working perfectly and want to fly and fly and fly...
Today I really love God...helped me out with recent and biggest crisis as always..
I just touched his hands in my destiny...
I know he is laughing.... and Im laughing to...
God... I love you more than everything...

One day wandering...

 

Confused

I just got confused ... Lost my way...

Names...

It’s too late; you’ve become a haze, a forgotten memory, the ashes of a burnt piece of timber.
Your smile, your touch, your face. A far-fetched comfort. Nostalgic tripe.
You brought life to lifelessness, you brought everything to nothingness, you brought ecstasy to sadness, you were my shelter from the harsh rain…… But honey! It ain’t raining anymore.
You’re the unread chapter of my existence, the pastime of monstrosity, leftovers of indulgence. Your death is as meaningless as your life.
Walk away; turn your back on me. Go on, walk.
Why do your tears suddenly seem so pathetic? Why do you suddenly seem so ugly?
Call me names. Yes, abuse me, insult me, curse me, but your moist eyes will always plead me, your loneliness will always remember me and your pain, a pain, so unbearable, that you fall on your blood stained knees and beg for mercy, but only to face an empty sky...

Rocking...

Im just getting start to rock it.. The future...
Yep! Again... like a year ago...
Just start engines and accelerate ...

A question...

Do I have to be heading toward the future or ... Just escaping and enjoy rest of my life?
I doubt it...

Thats true... I have to ... Its a big force not to enjoy it yourself...
There is only one solution we can make it better... Find your future soul as perfect as its possible match.
80 ~ 85 % is the best.
Loyalty - Same Value - Same Interest - Same Beliefs -  Honestly and Same Behave....
One forget.... All forget... Trust me... Coz Im talking from experience , not just publishing ideas...
And to be alone forever is better than be in the middle of trouble with some one who's not compatible ...

When Its getting cold

Its getting cold... Very very nice to me....